Monday, March 12, 2007

angry face.

it's becoming disturbingly evident just how self-centered and lazy my peers are and its all copacetic. its hard for me to take in the fact that people are willing to jeopardize others' grades and their own for no reason other than sheer laziness. all i ask is for a few articles no longer than 1200 words to be turned into me no later than midnight and i only get three out of ten. phenomenal.

and another thing: do not take out your frustrations over a cold or your homework on me. do not dish out the silent treatment for absolutely no reason. fuck your earplugs and your bitchy attitude. my tolerance and patience is wearing thin.

hey everyone, stop being immature little twits! its not flattering a single one of you.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

spring is coming

i love when the weather starts changing to spring. walking home in the sun is amazing.

its peaceful. even with all the chaos in a college student's life (in anybody's life), walking home on a warm, sunny day is just enough to calm the world. i love it.

also, smiling at a complete stranger and receiving a smile back is a pleasant little surprise. most people storm by each other (i'm guilty of this too!), but today i made a concious effort to smile at everyone i passed and amazing a majority of the people smiled back. it was nice.

i hope the weather starts to stay in this nice, spring way, but i have a feeling its going to be short lived. oh well, one nice day lasts a fair amount of time:)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

friendship

friendship. loyalty. dependability.

why is it that we give all to our friendships, our time, money, laughter and tears, when sometimes the other side hardly reciprocates? i spend HOURS upon HOURS doing little things for my friends, whether it be spending time with them when theyre sad, laughing for hours with them when we're happy, making surprises for them for no reason, losing sleep for them when they need to go somewhere early in the morning... but lately the most i've received back is a card saying thanks.

what does it mean to be a good friend? what does it take? and why do i always feel like im the chauffer instead of just the one at the wheel? don't get me wrong, im not complaining. i love my friends. but sometimes, i want at least a little bit back in return for everything i give. maybe it just the weather. we'll just have to see.

Monday, February 19, 2007

beginning

day one. we'll see how this turns out. sunshine and sandals are back in and i think happy days are on their way back in too.

exciting.